tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62997652011-12-28T01:42:01.139+08:00ArIeL wAnNa Be...... PaRt Of YoUr wOrLd...dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comBlogger20011100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-55995245352017225742011-10-15T17:56:00.002+08:002011-10-15T17:59:21.461+08:00i really ought to open up my world. i want to see more, hear more, feel more, learn more, embrace more.bring me out to the world. bring me out.there's a lot awaiting me out there.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-39962579807878422002011-08-09T23:11:00.002+08:002011-08-09T23:17:47.701+08:00there's so much constantly on my mind. things to learn, to do, to work on. it's never ending.
although im kinda getting to like my job and closer to the people around me now, but there's still a lot of challenges ahead. still ain't sure if im really up to it. we'll see.
most importantly, i need to stay focus. focus on what i want to achieve at the end of the day. i don't have much time left dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-28892339322958784522011-05-22T17:10:00.002+08:002011-05-22T17:18:50.485+08:001 month has passed. cleared 3 papers, 3 more to go. started hunting, and to be frank, not easy.still undecided if this suits me at all. hang in there, AC. i keep telling myself, to give myself more time. 1 month is not a good time-frame to be fully adjusted to a new environment. after all, i'm still learning a lot of things, so why so hard on myself right?i guess its because its so competitive. dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-32845175268851634612011-05-01T21:17:00.002+08:002011-05-01T21:24:18.035+08:00everytime i go for a run, i always have the same thought in mind - the determined one survives everything in life.its not like im an avid runner, hahaha. compared to other sports, i really dont like running. i prefer action packed stuff, well, guess that's coming from an ex-dancer. but running is a good way to clear up the mind and stuff, i always feel so.i should really run and write more in dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-17235398838662419402011-04-27T20:29:00.002+08:002011-04-27T20:34:35.733+08:00im super vulnerable when it comes to my family. super. maybe its because i dont stay with them; so i dont really take my family members for granted.just second week into training and i already have thoughts of giving up. but im not, cos ive not yet challenged myself further. but these two weeks are damn stressful... training, studying almost everyday, targets bugging every minute.i knew that dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-89212193763083008592011-04-16T13:01:00.005+08:002011-04-16T13:21:11.305+08:00went on a Macau+Zhuhai+Zhongshan trip with Rong for 5d... 4days to be exact. only spent a day in Macau and i guess there's really nothing much in Macau besides its 33 casinos. and the shopping district that we went past were mostly brand shops that you can find in Singapore. the main shopping place was Zhuhai, where you can bargain and get some good deals. so most of the stuff were bought from dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-29068523025513575502011-03-28T16:25:00.002+08:002011-03-28T16:31:27.354+08:00i think everyone has their fair share of lousy colleagues, gossipers, free-riders in team. but has anyone encountered a male colleague who always ogle at female colleagues, stares at your chest when you're talking to him, can be touchy if he thinks he is close to you? i am super disgusted by such a person. and such is a person with poor attitude at work, no responsibility and only creates dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63915069931757707242011-03-23T20:37:00.002+08:002011-03-23T20:41:21.954+08:00how can i describe this mixed feelings of anxiety, disappointment, anger and agony?i cant even spell out here what happened. i dont have the heart to, cos i might just hurt somebody and i dont wish to. i can only continue to bottle this feeling within myself.i am so so lost now, at this very moment. stop pricking me.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-11828447448004199252011-02-23T16:12:00.002+08:002011-02-23T16:25:21.446+08:00my dad's not doing very well. of late, he's been in and out of hospital more frequently.last week, he got hospitalised. doc told us that the situation is critical now, as the tumor had already spread to his brain, and there was bleeding. even morphine doesnt ease his pain these days. doc says anytime, if it strikes him, he'll leave us. we gotta be prepared.and last Thursday he insisted on dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63262903729541714492011-02-23T16:03:00.003+08:002011-02-23T16:10:51.758+08:00i want to do a clean up. of this template. and the old links at the right that doesn't exist anymore. and privatise this place. and start afresh.been procrastinating, due to the fact that i seldom write anymore, as well as i cant bear to change anything. there's an oldie that lives in me.a lot of times i have a lot of thoughts that i wanna pen down, but didnt. i've no idea who's still following dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-269864547191856052011-01-08T23:42:00.002+08:002011-01-09T00:15:40.958+08:002011. i'm anticipating the changes and challenges.i was just thinking to myself after pilates today.. though i embrace changes, but there's a part of me that is still very sentimental; i just wanna hold on to things that way and not change it.2010's been a great year. its been a crazy year, jam packed with events and happenings. real crazy. and i survived it. =)what's in for me next? we'll dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-85905412156564651122011-01-04T00:04:00.002+08:002011-01-04T00:14:12.139+08:00i am still trying to be positive. afterall, i know these are not life-threatening issues. but i cant help feeling hurt and disappointed. with mostly the people that i care for. that i treasure, that i deem as the important ones in my life.i was disappointed on the last day of 2010. just a couple of days into this brand new year, i experienced the same shit again.i hate it when loneliness try to dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-65042138426519091652010-12-14T22:15:00.002+08:002010-12-14T22:22:36.601+08:00i took the step out. so what's gonna happen next? i have no idea as of now. i've got 2.5 weeks to go.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-23191505081396237842010-12-05T22:19:00.002+08:002010-12-05T22:29:54.490+08:00it's a bittersweet feeling that my 2 year part-time study is now completed.of late however.. i've been wondering what is my next step gonna be. such a dilemma now. need a lot of advices.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-85375475300925739982010-11-12T22:14:00.002+08:002010-11-12T22:35:41.111+08:00i've been super busy ever since my studies are over. yes, that's right. 2 years worth of hardwork, ITS OVER!!!!! well, at least for now. =)i still can't quite get over the thrilled feeling of my new found freedom. i've been doing so much ever since!!i can't quite recall what's been happening; nevertheless it's been very fruitful! catch up session with my coussies, my grandma's bday celebration, dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-16780617481709732472010-10-10T23:27:00.002+08:002010-10-10T23:37:08.127+08:00it sucks big time to have my birthday so close to exams, cos that means i cant have fun as much as i would want to. i've been trying to console myself that after this exams, i will be free, and i can have as much fun as i want. so whats the big deal? i know... so i just gotta deal with it i guess! =)the other day i had this conversation with Baba:me: i want a baby!! i want to have a baby so much!dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-49646025768867511482010-09-30T20:55:00.005+08:002010-09-30T21:04:43.672+08:00i cant wait for Mischievous Kiss to finish showing!!! an absolutely sweet korean drama... if you've never seen it, you're really missing out a lot. Kim Hyun Joong is such a charm!! totally adore him ever since Boys Over Flowers; have always liked the prince charming kind of character... awwww and i fell in love with a bunny today. but i cant bring it home. =((( next time when i have my own dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-75560000325990345022010-09-22T21:47:00.004+08:002010-09-22T23:48:39.615+08:00it is going to be my best friend's birthday soon. so i wanna say,HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY to you, YIRONG! no matter what kind of person you are, how fragile, how silly, how ugly you gonna be, how petty, how idiotic, how noisy, how irritating, how pointless, how rough, how rude, how stupid, you will still be my best friend.we were never the mushy sort to begin with, but we know it within ourselves thatdUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-12812843737114118502010-09-14T20:51:00.003+08:002010-09-14T20:52:45.133+08:00i know it'll all get better. it will. so just gimme enough strength for this period. i need the strength to move on.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-51727029421305255652010-09-10T00:07:00.002+08:002010-09-10T00:27:54.584+08:00there's never really a moment to slow down, is there?my tests are over [FINALLY], which gives me the rest of the time to really focus on my project. i really wanna do it well; I don't wanna be handing up just an average report, at least, I want to be able to tell myself that I've tried, perhaps not my very best, but within my means of what i can do.i am so glad i'm not alone in this. even Rong's dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-71741757706966379402010-08-29T23:29:00.002+08:002010-08-29T23:44:19.033+08:00for people who have the easy way out in everything, they will simply take things for granted. they wouldn't understand what is working hard to get what you want in life, they would never understand the struggles of what others may be going through.because it is not a situation that they have been placed in before, thus they would not understand the worry, the fear, the pain of it all.and to such dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-28949574626570639522010-08-01T13:19:00.002+08:002010-08-01T13:22:22.675+08:00NRA Day.it was nostalgic. and im glad RA psychoed me to go. =) such mixed feelings, seeing all the fresh bloods, as well as some seniors that i've never seen before. i feel old and young at the same time!!though its just a dinner gathering, but good enough for me to catch up with my old clique. love you all!dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-61973942240735872132010-07-25T22:43:00.002+08:002010-07-25T22:54:44.006+08:00Jay Chou Concert's a BLAST!!! it's pretty entertaining really, all in all it's fantastic!!now i cant wait for Lee Hom's concert to come.. i hope he comes to SG this year!compared to last week's lousy weekend in Genting, due to the fact that I got very sick there, this week's pretty good with Inception and Jay Chou. Genting would have been more enjoyable if i wasn't that sick. =(Inception's an dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-44752049779864085122010-07-21T22:43:00.002+08:002010-07-21T22:46:06.112+08:00keep holding on AC.i pray for more strength to pull me through the rest of the week. it's been so challenging, esp this week. school, work, project, testings. i've got no strength left.but yeah, two more days.not even jay chou concert this sat is able to lift my spirits up at this moment.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-41109134873454537062010-06-17T21:30:00.002+08:002010-06-17T21:43:23.422+08:00ive been back on my inhaler lately. when i was issued with a new one a couple of weeks ago, i was like, gee, do i really need that? but the fact is that after using it, it did open up my airways and i start to feel better.and now then im down with a flu, sorethroat with lots of phelgm stuck in my throat, i do need the inhaler to help me, whenever i find myself out of breath.its been years since idUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-77567198048216251682010-06-07T20:13:00.002+08:002010-06-07T20:23:15.268+08:00cant remember the last time i got so mad about something. maybe because it's been boiling within me, just that i chose to remain silent about it and that's why, i am VERY MAD now.that's why i say, certain people in your life, should remain as status quo, and not cross that line. and i certainly do not need these people to cross the line. cos i have enough people that i need to treasure for a dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-41138182740204960252010-05-30T22:58:00.002+08:002010-05-30T23:40:15.393+08:00Congrats to Peg and Chan Howe. =)Congrats to Bryant and Jane. =)been to two weddings two weeks in a row.. i love joyous occasions. couldn't be more happy to see my friends getting hitched. couldn't be more happy to be there to share their life story. =)))and so the question comes - when is your turn, AC?ive still got plenty of ideas for my own perfect wedding, and i cant wait to prank on my groomdUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-90025707444085720152010-05-01T13:57:00.002+08:002010-05-01T14:02:30.013+08:00A Lot Like Love.5 years ago, i caught this show. and i was in love with it.5 years later, i happened to see it on tv again, and again i fell in love with it.and it is because of this movie, that i gotta know Bon Jovi's song - I'll be there for you. which I fell in love with too.it's a simple plot, but it touches me. im sure a lot of people had similar experiences like this. but will we ever end dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-49429932610562676192010-04-11T23:56:00.003+08:002010-04-12T00:14:34.642+08:00hmmm. I'm having lots of random thoughts in my head now.a friend of mine told me, i used to be a 随心所欲 person; i'll go ahead and do what i want and what i feel like doing.but these days i seem to be thinking more and more, and thus stopping myself from doing certain things that i may wanna do.i guess it comes with age in a way? or i've matured, perhaps. can't exactly be that rash person i used to dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63361020723904921832010-04-05T23:55:00.002+08:002010-04-06T00:09:40.608+08:00finally today's paper is over. i can't slow down yet though, i've got no time to waste. even as i type this, i was trying to get over with it quickly, yet there's so many thoughts i wish i could jot down.this week is gonna be a really challenging week indeed. im just done with a major test, my next focus is gonna be on work for now. ive yet to settle my performance appraisal, and i've got an dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-27466411697424183932010-04-02T20:23:00.002+08:002010-04-02T20:34:31.048+08:00this friend of mine, he's not good with words... but he's one good listener.he doesnt say much.. but through his little actions, i can really see that he cares.and the way he cares for me, i'm really touched. i know he's mad that i am such a softie, but he's mad because he cares. i know.and that's why i appreciate him so much. thank you WJ. i feel so so so lucky to have such people in my life. =dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-34732171983560610742010-03-31T23:37:00.003+08:002010-03-31T23:48:38.531+08:00i wish i can ease my dad's pain during this period. i wish i can be in his place. i wish i have an avatar.there's just too much on my mind right now. work, studies, family.i just want very simple things in life. happiness and good health. i just want to be happy. =) so... i'll do things that'll make me happy i guess. =)dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-86884001945609237502010-03-27T22:51:00.002+08:002010-03-28T00:54:44.485+08:00i was trying to clear up my old stuff to put in my own stuff, but being a sentimental me, i realised a lot of things i just couldn't just dump away.came across these bookmarks that i've been keeping since sec sch days... i used to collect a lot more of them. there are certain phrases on some bookmarks that are really meaningful; some about friendship, some about love, some about the meaning of dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-2977298630454056852010-03-27T01:25:00.003+08:002010-03-27T01:50:46.986+08:00Settling Down.lots of random thoughts are running through my mind, as per usual.sometimes i wish my mind's simpler; so that i dont tend to think as much.today was on the topic of getting married with my ex colleagues! and YES, so many people around me are tying the knot... i've just been to the first wedding dinner of the year, and now i've got FIVE more in the line. i wonder how many more dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-4899835444895433792010-03-24T22:41:00.002+08:002010-03-24T23:43:40.042+08:00now that i've more self time to myself.. that explains why this blog is coming to life. =)im glad ive got a tiny bit of time to do some self reflections, amidst the thoughts that's bugging me these days. at least, writing do helps me to channel my feelings to another source, which in turns make me feel better. or so i hope.ive spoken to some friends over the issues i was facing lately.. and each dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-45660251254120672692010-03-24T13:07:00.002+08:002010-03-24T13:15:47.814+08:00with the twist of events lately... im feeling lost again. maybe certain things are meant to happen this way, so that when i turn around and look back, i can see who is the one really there for me.time will tell, i believe. and i can already see the way certain things are working... believe me, i know it.arhhh. i hope i'll be freed from such feelings soon. i needa getaway!!dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-35711566518703419812010-03-23T09:18:00.001+08:002010-03-23T09:19:55.185+08:00i was given empty promises. my heart is bleeding.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-57142315486773259792010-03-21T22:21:00.003+08:002010-03-21T22:58:00.126+08:00this has been a forsaken place for so long...what a year, 2010. surely a lot has taken place. a lot of good and bad, a lot of happy and sad stuff.i'm not sure who's reading this still, but this is just a space for me to share my thoughts after all. and so.. Baba and i, its over.since we're together in 2007, i've given him this nick. and tons of other nicks as well. =) but in this blog, i always dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-59282755453737051532010-01-02T12:34:00.003+08:002010-01-02T13:12:28.023+08:00Goodbye 2009.. Welcome 2010!im am so deprived of sleep... again!!but i know this is the last of it... since next week im starting school, and life cant be as what it is anymore. =(im so going to miss all the fun!!! oh well, i guess i can look forward to the next big thing - Langkawi trip with Divine Clan!!its a very last minute decision on my side... and i know how tight my pockets gonna be in dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63209797756885394432009-12-28T23:30:00.002+08:002009-12-28T23:34:30.450+08:00it didnt feel long ago, that we just celebrated the Millenium at indoor stadium.and it was then when i was so crazy over CK; i could never forget. =)in a few days time, we're celebrating the new decade - 2010. are you ready?oh yes, i wish i have the time write more before a brand new year begins; but im trying to catch up with my beloved ones while i can. so let me do so before it's too late. =)dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-45790916072288764362009-12-12T12:20:00.002+08:002009-12-12T12:29:27.318+08:00wedding is a big thing in life. it's never easy. with all the plannings from the smallest detail to the big layout, there's soooooooooooooooo many things to consider.and the last thing i want on my mind, is to have my friends getting upset with me.because if my friends are going to need me at their weddings, im gonna do ALL/EVERYTHING that i can for them, to make them happy and make their weddingdUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-69373840518637240492009-11-28T00:02:00.002+08:002009-11-28T00:04:41.754+08:00i hate to be reminded about unhappy stuff; but there're just certain ppl whom will make me feel sucky.people whom i care about in my heart, but doesn't even bother making efforts for me. excuses, excuses, and tons of excuses. is that what friends are for?i am so disappointed.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-89435295274810478442009-11-17T11:19:00.005+08:002009-11-17T11:36:33.209+08:00Updates before Korea~im trying to write while i can, as i know once i start work [and school next jan again], i will not have time to write as frequently anymore!last friday marked the end of my journey with CS... it wasn't too sad an occasion, not like when i left Mediacorp and Bank of East Asia. maybe because most of the ppl wasn't there anyway; some on leave, some left, it just wasn't the samedUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-60108772398391738232009-11-16T20:37:00.007+08:002009-11-16T21:14:24.385+08:00SaMaNtHa's WeDdInG pLaN.aRiEl C.As the title suggests, this post is dedicated to samsam and to show you, how much efforts we put into searching dresses for your big day!!we've decided to meet at bugis for our first search... supposingly quah, wah, tingy and me are meeting [sorry geline, we realised that no one informed you! =(]and WAHHHHH suying turns up to be the latest DESPITE being the one to dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-61355813933105641732009-11-01T00:09:00.002+08:002009-11-01T00:12:59.551+08:00i wish i can just leave things as it is, but it is just against my principles not to care. why cant you simply learn to take more responsibility??? HELLO, i am not a maid, neither am i here to clean up your shit for you. freaking learn to do something right won't you!I HATE IT when people simply take things for granted, and mess up what others take effort to keep the place clean. FREAK!pissed offdUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-16422215601300062012009-10-14T23:33:00.009+08:002009-10-22T02:59:06.413+08:00NeW JoB + HaPpY BiRtHdAy tO Me!Deja Vu. same lift up to 48th floor, same waiting area, same sofa, same seat. but this time round, different feeling totally. previous two times i sat there, upright and nervous, preparing the lines in my head, hoping to showcase my best.but now, i sank myself totally in the sofa, sitting back and waiting for the offer letter to come to me.yes, after days of dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63706130365683695222009-09-23T17:38:00.002+08:002009-09-23T17:51:05.064+08:00Rong, Happy 23rd Birthday!!! we've been friends for 10 yrs... these 10 yrs is really not easy. there're ppl who'll leave your life, there're ppl who's hanging ard, there're ppl whom you see once in a while and catch up, there're ppl whom no matter how long you don't see them but you know they're there for you.i think our friendship is beyond words; and im glad you're still here with me. for your dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-53957429513617855242009-09-13T23:52:00.002+08:002009-09-14T00:00:03.246+08:00i like Sundays. esp a sunday like this. able to sleep in late, wake up, do some chores, play Dota with BB, watch a movie, go to the library to borrow books, have a wonderful dinner, have sweet organic grapes after dinner, go for a jog at the park, and back home to rest for the next day.i like such simplicity. and having time for myself for a little while.just had a test yesterday. feels good dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-26630670394662309612009-08-30T16:56:00.003+08:002009-08-30T17:14:44.505+08:00http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MslbhDZoniY&feature=relatedthis is one clip which i find very motivational. it really jolts me that i am indeed, very blissed.i am very thankful for people like him, Nick Vujicic, to share with us his life. more than that, i hope i can be constantly reminded to treasure.i always talk about treasuring your loved ones, but am i doing it? i hope i am. i hope i am dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-37580879522245178862009-08-22T14:16:00.002+08:002009-08-22T14:25:07.220+08:00Close Shave.now i know all those dramas can be pretty real. i re-watched the taiwan drama - "Fated to Love You", and in that show, many times the female lead crossed the road without watching out for cars and nearly got knocked down [in one of it she really got knocked down and lost her child].and in my mind i'm thinking yah right, so stupid lor, how can cross the road without checking if you candUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-80584640825652360912009-08-12T20:59:00.004+08:002009-08-12T21:16:48.690+08:00today is the funeral of BB's dad. his journey on earth now completed; and he has reunited with his heavenly father in His kingdom.the night before uncle left, he said that he saw a light, and lots of flowers. it must be a wonderous sight. he must have moved on to a happier place, we all believed.i'll miss you, uncle. thank you for having me in your home, accomodating me, and accepting me into dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-13797089200468496612009-08-03T00:01:00.003+08:002009-08-03T00:34:33.019+08:00eVeNtFuL WeEkEnD~aRiEl C.FRIDAY met up with rong after work... supposed to go to Siew Herng's grandma's wake, but tt day was rong's dad's bday as well, so being superstitious, its not nice to clash such occasions... so decided to go on Sat morning instead.thanks rong for all the textbooks loaned to me!! really save money on these... though friday was a short meet up for dinner, but we chatted dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-7316137143464029362009-07-26T13:00:00.002+08:002009-07-26T13:29:50.074+08:00arrrhhh. i think im really freaking suay. first the back injury tts bugging me for a month already; and now im having rashes. i HATE rashes.Thurs it was announced to us that yes, our team's affected; wave 2 of deployment's gonna happen. which means, i am going to be jobless in NOVEMBER.no kid, we've got till november to search for an internal role, or we gotta start sourcing outside. it hit me dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-6207320745246455872009-07-11T15:35:00.004+08:002009-07-11T15:44:24.461+08:00Back Injury.the last time i had a back injury was a few years back, but even then was not as bad as this.which makes me wonder - am i really getting OLD??? damn.i was doing stretching... and i must have overdid it, cos the next day i can feel the strain in my lower back.it was normal to have that strain whenever i worked on my back, but the strain lingered, and it got worse with each passing dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-62034089127893215292009-06-06T00:03:00.008+08:002009-06-06T00:35:37.083+08:00Good News, Happy News!!aRiEl C. first, let me just lement how lucky I am!!! okay it's not anything big, but I won a free watch!!it's a Hamilton Khaki Navy Dive Watch, which I've searched from Ebay and it costs USD675!!woo!!! aint I lucky! but it's a men's watch, so there it goes, present for Baba. =) anyway it's the first time I've won something that amount I believe, previously the most were dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-91608639958820336062009-05-21T22:45:00.002+08:002009-05-21T23:09:04.554+08:00OMG. it's nearly a month that i didn't blog, though after exams i should have had plenty of more free time, and yes I DO!!just that blogging's like the last thing on my mind.and so... exams are over, but results will be out on 4thJune i think. my time table's not out yet, i wonder why for my course it always take SOOOO long when my friend's accountacy course time table is out. ALREADY.i'm not onedUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-29695755432311682682009-04-27T16:22:00.001+08:002009-04-27T16:23:10.038+08:00Happiness.. is not too far away.do you choose to take it, or let go of it?dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-5096152483924132672009-04-26T14:36:00.001+08:002009-04-26T14:38:19.695+08:00focus. geesh. i really gotta hit the books.praying that everybody is in good health and is happy. that's what it matters most. =)dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-10210405884229674842009-04-12T14:02:00.006+08:002009-04-12T14:23:03.205+08:00I AM VERY TIRED. AND VERY PISSED. AND UPSET AS WELL.cleaning up a house is really not easy; furthermore i just did the minimal but it already worn me out totally.and to clean up a house and THEN let it be dirtied by two retards... now that makes me super duper pissed off.i spent like two hours yesterday, just to sweep, magic-cleaned, and mopped up the whole place, so can you imagine how dirty thedUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-79325605100655603652009-04-10T00:25:00.003+08:002009-04-10T00:32:06.230+08:00Bobbi Ambassador~today i went to work as usual, but amazed a few colleagues when they saw me. they say that i'm looking very radiant!!! oh, it's one of those rare days that i put on make up - normally i just put eye liner and off to work. so they thought the secret of it was Bobbi Brown's make up, which is my latest collection after the Bobbi Brown workshop. ooh yes, their make up is good stuffdUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-86384262529393567422009-04-06T22:30:00.002+08:002009-04-06T22:34:32.799+08:00im tearing in my heart. tearing so badly. i so need a hug right now. the funny thing is, i can't bring myself to cry in front of Baba. it's always been like that.but i couldn't help it anymore, and cried to myself on saturday night while he's using his pc, and listening with the ear phones. but he noticed that i was sobbing, and came and sat quietly beside me, silently giving me comfort. the gooddUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-49994270731472035582009-04-05T18:48:00.003+08:002009-04-05T19:19:05.297+08:00two more lectures and its exam time. i really gotta focus on studying this month; no more slacking.been having weird dreams lately; its sorta haunting me. if only my dream that i tio toto will come true... lol.the mess at home's sorta.. resolved. but still.. i only wish there's a once and for all solution to this. and i hate it when things are such that it makes me so helpless. i hope this will dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-48978602134076253832009-03-22T21:52:00.002+08:002009-03-22T21:54:36.160+08:00a moment when i need advices the most.i can't believe this is happening to me. it's too surreal to me.oh gosh. nobody should be hurt in this process. damn it.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-20720949940756528092009-03-11T18:49:00.002+08:002009-03-11T19:13:22.179+08:00I AM IN SHOCK.aRiEl C.i cant believe this is happening, or i choose not to believe, although i think this is normal to be happening.my vision has WORSEN!!!! im really in shock, cos the last thing i'd want is for my vision to worsen.. =((((i was very proud of myself when my eye power decreased from 200+ of each eye to 150 [left], 100 [right]. and i've managed to maintain this for quite a long timedUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-53058959316339495502009-03-04T21:13:00.003+08:002009-03-04T21:32:15.094+08:00i don't think that i am a very capable person; i know i'm flawed in many ways and there are things which i could have managed better.and yes i did learn something today, which probably is going to help me to do things better going forward.i wish i have Baba's courage and confidence, but i don't. tell me about confidence, huh?i felt that i was a much more confident person... so what the hell is dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-24358564068461621482009-02-22T15:19:00.002+08:002009-02-22T15:25:27.613+08:00i realised that i really miss my dance pals a lot. =( besides fat yen that i met her for less than half an hour a couple of weeks ago, and by chance met glen n sl. ling, i haven seen the rest for quite a while.von i miss u too!! don't just work so hard and forget friends like me k.. =)))and to all of you who are joining competition, jia you k? you guys are always in my heart!love,A.C.~~dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-77155720386592918402009-02-18T21:34:00.003+08:002009-02-18T21:57:11.679+08:00im pretty amazed at myself. besides going to the library to borrow books, i actually travelled to the library just to study on the floor!! well, it was so crowded over the weekend that there's no seats at all. for a person like me to make the effort to go out and study alone, GEEZ, this is really RARE. but i did it!!! =)i dare not write down the list of things i am supposed to do at work; i'm toodUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-69455097521230042009-02-04T20:54:00.003+08:002009-02-04T21:09:05.006+08:00 my next target: SONY Vaio TTit is exactly what i wanted: light-weighted, ultra-portable yet supreme specs. and the best part is that it's a blue ray supported notebook. FWAHHH!!!but the only thing is that it doesn't have the colour i want. WHY!!!?! even the basic white also don't have!! i'd rather have white than black!!! =((((time to save money for it. sobs. there goes my bonus.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-3108770203150874192009-02-02T21:37:00.002+08:002009-02-02T21:41:33.479+08:00i learnt today that there is one kind of person, who will never be able to express themselves from deep down. and the way they express it, will only make people loathe them, although it might mean to be for the good of the other party.i actually pity such person, but at the same time, i just can't bring myself to like such person. and i hate to be fake.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-28610489393996080662009-02-01T03:44:00.003+08:002009-02-01T04:02:57.124+08:00weeeeeee!!! i love CNY so much, because it's non-stop gambling!!!! muahaha... of cos if lose money then not happy la... but so far from all the gambling sessions i din't really win or lose.. either that day i lose at mahjong, win at black jack, or vice versa, so it's net-net. good enough for me la!there's still tml, and next weekend with my colleagues!! can't wait!!! this year's CNY seem to be dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-16531142339921875062009-01-22T21:31:00.002+08:002009-01-22T21:33:08.646+08:00after been together with Baba for 2.5 years, he actually forgot my blog's url. cos i was browsing through the websites he visited, and i saw dunnogirl.blogspot.com AND dunnogal.blogspot.com.but no dunnoland.haiz. 2.5 years....... @#$%.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-27505900153858512642009-01-10T21:37:00.012+08:002009-01-10T23:03:02.748+08:00guess what!! i'm so proud of myself!! because i went to make a new Library Card!!! it's so exciting to be borrowing books again!!i remember last year or the year before, i did step into a library and wanna borrow books, but i couldnt borrow with my NRIC that time, and the person requested that I must have a library card, and i MUST PAY 5bucks!!i was pissed off so i gave up the idea, and ever dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-46578212991252800172009-01-04T18:22:00.004+08:002009-01-04T18:38:32.858+08:002009~~ it better be good.aRiEl C.I AM so lazy to write. and even when i've got the time to write, i'd do so many other things just not to write. hahaha!Happy 2009 peeps. i din't send any msgs to anyone last year... though i really want to, but i dunno what's stopping me. lazy? maybe. but to all my old friends that i seldom see, seldom talk to, i sincerely wish you guys a good year ahead!dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-25097274171592454362008-12-14T13:28:00.002+08:002008-12-14T13:37:17.864+08:00more and more retrenchments' happening in my bank. this time they announced to cut 5,300 headcounts. damn, it got everybody's morale so low cos you don't even know when you're the next to go.my department, again, has two people gone. but this time, this two girls are closer to us and we felt so affected. Sunarti and Arielle, i'm really gonna miss you girls.. we always have lunch together, laugh dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-17344858244178067532008-12-04T20:41:00.003+08:002008-12-04T21:02:18.944+08:00i really cannot go to SALES. because when im faced with such temptations; i really cannot stop myself and always tend to buy more than what i should get!! but then again, the purpose of sale is to stock up for what you need, and you're buying it at a cheaper price, only in advance, RIGHT?take the Loreal Sale @ expo for example. when my colleagues wanna go, i wasn't even keen, cos im thinking i dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-47781146538219213552008-12-01T15:08:00.002+08:002008-12-01T15:12:07.819+08:00TOMORROW is my exam, and i feel like im only 50% ready for it. damn damn damn~A.C. please study, please focus, please~~~~ you can't afford to fail this you know it.come on~~ STUDY!the weather is so freaking hot these days even though it rained ytd, it's still so warm at night. freak~ shouldn't now be cooling!okay 50% more to go~~ then 100% revise through. you got 11 hrs left.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-90411997379276991772008-11-29T02:04:00.002+08:002008-11-29T02:20:12.347+08:00Peace.this coming Christmas seems so gloomy. these days; its all bad news that you hear around you.subprime crisis; credit crunch; retrenchment; bonus cuts; every indices seemed to be falling.tainted food products - melamine; fake eggs from China. really, how greedy can one become to 'create' food that isn't fit for consumption?terrorism; bombings; political unrest. what can be safe for us now?dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-1650083247731732692008-11-24T21:34:00.003+08:002008-11-24T21:55:46.435+08:00im really like a kid asking every possible questions that come to my mind to BaBa. which irritates him A LOT, but then again he's the only person i can post every single question i have to and get an answer [most of the times] for it. im always amazed at how he knows so well about everything, maybe not accurately everything but he just know, somehow.so bear with me okay? =) im just eager to learndUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-49031280446436867912008-11-20T19:12:00.003+08:002008-11-20T19:21:01.237+08:00 it's not like my life is so much fun and excitement; its really mundane and tiring lately! yet i've got nothing to talk about; cos its all studies and work and exams coming up. =( i'm craving for lots of stuff now!!! KTV, mahjong, bowling, pool, gaming, i want to do ALL this~!!!!but yet life's so cruel. BUT I WANT MAHJONG. just once, please? exams exams exams. reviews reviews reviews. loans dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-72824296185360673652008-11-15T22:49:00.004+08:002008-11-15T23:01:18.941+08:00i've been feeling very tired easily lately. and yeah the flu bug's been bugging me since last Saturday; it just keep coming back! ARGH.im going to have my exams really soon. so im gonna start hitting the books... and my whole mind's still about work these days.Danzation is coming; I so wanna go for all the self pracs and rehearsals. please let me attend them; i dun wanna screw anything up. this dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-16777033520182246712008-11-09T00:16:00.001+08:002008-11-09T00:19:11.025+08:00i dunno how long im gonna stay like this; but work is eating into my life.i am such a workaholic now.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-2422260176582007682008-11-02T14:21:00.002+08:002008-11-02T14:27:39.384+08:00been quite sick ytd; plans were ruined and stayed at home the whole day, sleeping and lazing around.back to singapore on tuesday; only to hear news of CS retrenching people, and already 2 colleagues of mine kena retrenched. i was so worried and scared to return to work on thursday, but my bosses dint say anything to me, so i guess im safe at the moment.gotta work doubly hard now; my dept's dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-50358650331805722062008-10-21T22:12:00.004+08:002008-10-21T22:30:01.194+08:00GoOdByE & HeLLo, TaiWan~A.C.in 2 hours' time; my birthday would come to an end, and that marks my 22nd year of life.in 6 hours' time; i'd be leaving to the airport, embarking on my FIRST taiwan trip in my 22 yrs of life! weeeeee!!! conquer TAIWAN!!! i was pretty suay on Monday; as I boarded the train to bugis, it was extremely crowded and people still kept flowing into the cabin. then one Ah Neh dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-13037605511252714872008-10-13T20:38:00.006+08:002008-10-13T21:29:01.017+08:00last week was quite a blast!but i gotta backtrack first before i get too excited.. hehe.KSS Gang had a belated and advanced bday celebration for Sep & Oct babies! though the attendance wasn't great; but we had a good time gambling and all! Yin specially cooked for us somemore, and Mak was the one who got the cake!!!but the biggest winners were Yin's parents; her mother tio 4D and her dad won $50+dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-53846566820938665992008-10-06T00:19:00.002+08:002008-10-06T00:26:32.433+08:00when my aunt passed away, i had to be there for my family. for my close ones. for the people i care.it wasnt easy; cos everything got disrupted. work and dance. schedules. and im so useless. i couldn't even find more time to spend with my cousins.there're things that you will talk to friends, not colleagues. there're things that you expect your friends to be there, not colleagues.but no support. dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-64901953997025494392008-10-04T22:22:00.013+08:002008-10-05T23:41:00.992+08:00BaCk To rEaLiTy.aRiEl C.for the past 7 days; i was on course instead of work. attended the Ops Analyst Program which is required for all new hires, and next monday, we gotta go back and face reality le. =(these 7 days was so much fun!!! (though in the midst of it, im feeling damn stress because of work knowing there's no one to cover me) but as the end of course's approaching, all of us were so dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-90286279313614695022008-09-27T21:33:00.003+08:002008-09-27T21:54:27.621+08:00If I Die.aRiEl C.i told my mum, if i die one day, please just do a simple funeral for me. don't need to burn anything for me; no joss sticks, no paper houses/maids/cars/money, nothing. i'll do the Christian funeral.no chinese monks to chant anything for me; cos i don't have faith in them at all. no offense; it's pure personal preference and personal views. i just don't have faith that they're dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-84400236728026644782008-09-26T23:34:00.000+08:002008-09-26T23:38:05.259+08:00i need a good night sleep with no disruptions, no worries, no concerns, no burdens. i just wanna sleep well.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-48930632811990270522008-09-19T14:56:00.003+08:002008-09-19T15:31:14.778+08:00i reckoned that i've worked too hard yesterday, and today im feeling lazy and lethargic. i just wanna slack!what a week i've been through. lots of emotions but cant capture anything right.anyway, i feel like i've settled a lot of tough issues at work!! and i think the best part of all is when your hardwork is reciprocated. =))) yesterday there's 2 brokers telling me that they really appreciate medUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-35081681015287179422008-09-15T21:52:00.004+08:002008-09-15T21:58:48.561+08:00i know of an IDIOT.aRiEl C.i suppose wherever you go, there's bound to someone who's 'eight characters' just DON'T match with yours. and when you meet SUCH a person, you feel damn disgusted. and angry.freaking, freaking SICKENING. HELLO!!! when someone's talking to you, just freaking listen la! what the hell is your problem and your sickening attitude!!! I HATE IT!why do you have to be such a dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-61536513241892396752008-09-13T17:33:00.003+08:002008-09-13T17:40:59.672+08:00everybody's been so busy with what they're doing... in their own way, but seemingly everyone's leading quite a meaningful life right now.im glad things are the way it is. =) only that my work's been far more challenging than it is; more and more are expected to come my way.and yes~ going forward, sep and oct's gonna be such a busy period for me! i must GAMBATTE, neh? =) gotta juggle between dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-84414751031785933302008-09-05T22:57:00.003+08:002008-09-05T23:05:15.353+08:00suddenly, at this point in time, im started to feel lost again. think too much? yeah, im one who's always thinking and planning for my future. but what do i really want? am i at the right path? doing what i like? be who i wanna be?there's no answers. perhaps no answers till the day that i'll finally feel, i achieve something. what is wrong with my lifestyle exactly? it makes me feel that im dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-25151235305612628492008-09-01T20:44:00.003+08:002008-09-01T21:14:43.104+08:00KaRl's FaReWeLL~aRiEl C.BEHOLD. i have my superman's picture to share!!!!!!!!!!he may not be charming to you guys, or maybe i've previously described him to be too perfect till you guys might be disappointed, BUT to us girls in the office, he IS OUR SUPERMAN.KaRl HaRgStroM!!! look at that squarish black frame, and that neat and clean image?! AWWWW~but he's transferred to New York, so we wun get dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-39446623981021595262008-09-01T09:54:00.003+08:002008-09-01T10:06:08.842+08:00SHOUTOUTS!aRiEl C.to my one and only girlfriend who'll always call me 'xiu', Happy Birthday!!! i miss you Rene... we need to catch up soon! =)))) hope u're happy and xin fu always k?to Conz, my beloved friend, mentor, confidant of all time; Happy Teacher's Day!!! you're one of the best teacher i've ever known, cos what you've taught me evolves around life itself~ hope you have a very joyful day dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-66165721064145086472008-08-27T21:17:00.003+08:002008-08-27T21:19:38.662+08:00Im falling sick at the wrong time. damn.weather's been chilly lately. and im still in office. cant think straight at this moment. been staring at computer more than 12 hours. what a life i've got.work work work. work work. work work work work. headache. pain. hurt. damn. ARGH.hopefully after this week things' get better. hopefully.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-33366155315678782492008-08-24T17:50:00.003+08:002008-08-24T17:51:29.612+08:003 weeks of hell. what's next?dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-10712677704910993802008-08-24T17:50:00.001+08:002008-08-24T17:51:24.717+08:003 weeks of hell. what's next?dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-84290777776905941382008-08-17T21:31:00.004+08:002008-08-17T21:32:51.362+08:00i don't belong. nowhere. im just... alone.and leave me alone. cos i cant take it anymore.dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-63398077394894673342008-08-12T14:25:00.003+08:002008-08-12T14:33:24.309+08:00Moody.aRiEl C.the word 'moody' has hardly been in my dictionary, nor i heard anyone using this word anymore. but yesterday, i was trying to find the right word to describe how i felt.. and this word came to my mind.im glad im using this word rather than 'emo'. haha.had such a crazy weekend last week. damn. so many pics to upload!!!Peg, hope u're safe and sound in Canada now.. please take care. =)dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6299765.post-37572522449467953132008-08-07T21:41:00.003+08:002008-08-07T21:56:32.590+08:00Champion Cupcake!aRieL C.its been quite a fruitful, but extremely dramatic week!!!!i mentioned about the inter-department cupcake competition that we were having on wednesday? and Monday night we spent so much efforts really baking and decorating the cupcake! guess what!!?! Brokerage team WON!!! weeeeeee!!!!! Bank Charges (my ex-team) got runner-up prize as well!!! but we won and we truly felt dUnNoGaLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03175293526384159739noreply@blogger.com